When Commander Becker demanded a pilot fly a guaranteed su*cide mission into a blinding sandstorm and every veteran transport man cowardly stared at the floor in terrified silence, my stomach churned with cold dread as I slowly stood up, wondering if this reckless choice would become my final resting place.
The air in the temporary plywood briefing shack was suffocating, smelling of cheap instant coffee and the sour, metallic tang of pure fear. Thirty exhausted men sat frozen in their folding chairs. At the front of the room stood the SEAL commander, his face gray beneath thick layers of grime, eyes bloodshot and sunken into…
