They said I was too fragile to last a week on base, just a canteen worker with thin wrists and a quiet voice. When the gunfire started, I dragged two soldiers across open ground while the men who called me breakable froze in the doorway.
The open ground was worse than anything inside the canteen. Inside, there were walls. There were corners. There was the dent with “Not today” circled in marker, and I’d tapped it twice this morning like every morning, and some part of me believed that ritual would hold. That tapping the dent meant the mortar wouldn’t…
