My Step-mother Starved The Child Out Of Me, So I’m Starving The Life Out Of Her.
Chapter 28: A Father’s Eyes Open
“She almost died,” Dad said, looking between us. “Our daughter almost died from malnutrition in our house, under our roof.”
Linda’s silence spoke volumes. Dad’s hands shook as he continued reading the clinical descriptions of my condition at age 18.
The stunted growth, the absent menstruation, the bone density of someone decades old. “Did you do this?” he asked Linda directly. “Did you starve my daughter?”
Before she could answer, I spoke up. “Dad, Linda’s sick. She needs help, not accusations.”
He turned to me, and I saw something shift in his expression. “Did you do to her what she did to you?”
The question hung in the air. I responded with Linda’s own words, the ones she’d used so many times when I was young.
“Sometimes tough love is necessary. Sometimes people need to learn through experience.”
Elellanar and Catherine arrived together, having coordinated after comparing notes about Linda’s care. They discovered discrepancies in my reports—old photos that contradicted my timeline of Linda’s weight gain.
“We need to have a family meeting,” Elellanar announced. “All of us, now.”
Chapter 29: The Dining Room Table
The meeting was scheduled for the next morning at our childhood home. I spent the night preparing, knowing this was the culmination of everything I’d orchestrated.
The dining room table, where I’d watched others eat while my stomach cramped with hunger, would be our battleground. I arrived early, setting out refreshments for everyone: fresh fruit, pastries, coffee.
I arranged Linda’s chair at the head of the table but placed nothing in front of it. Dad helped Linda from the car, her weakness evident in every step.
Ellaner and Catherine followed, their faces grim. Even Emma was there, clutching Ellaner’s hand.
We sat in the same positions we’d held for years of family dinners. The empty space in front of Linda seemed to grow larger as everyone else reached for food and drinks.
“Let’s start with the facts,” Ellanar said, pulling out a folder. “Mom’s medical records show she was at a healthy weight 6 months ago. These diet restrictions have no medical basis.”
I remained calm, presenting my documentation: charts, logs, photos. It was all the evidence I’d carefully crafted over months.
“Linda has a history of food obsession. Look at these journals from when I was young.”
Chapter 30: The Eruption of Truth
I spread Linda’s old diet journals across the table, the ones documenting my childhood starvation in meticulous detail. Ellaner read them with growing horror.
“My God,” she whispered. “Mom, you recorded every bite she took. You counted her calories when she was 9 years old.”
“I was trying to help her,” Linda said weakly. “She needed structure.”
“Structure?” I pulled out more evidence. “Here are the bank records. You stole my lunch money for years.”
“You took food meant for a hungry child and spent it on Eleanor’s dance classes.” Eleanor’s face went pale.
“That’s where my recital money came from?” The room erupted in accusations and denials.
In the chaos, Emma suddenly started gasping, her face flushing red. It was an allergic reaction; she’d eaten something with hidden peanuts.
“Where’s her EpiPen?” Ellanar screamed frantically, searching her purse.
“Upstairs bathroom,” I said calmly. “Medicine cabinet, top shelf.”
Chapter 31: The Hallway Overhearing
Ellanar ran while I called 911. Linda struggled to her feet, trying to help despite her weakness.
For a moment, our eyes met over Emma’s wheezing form. I saw my stepmother clearly: not the monster of my memories, but a frightened woman watching her granddaughter struggle to breathe.
The ambulance arrived within minutes. As the paramedics worked on Emma, they noticed Linda’s condition.
Her blood work, drawn in the emergency room, revealed dangerous malnutrition levels. The levels matched exactly what mine had been at age 18.
“These numbers,” the doctor told Dad privately, though I overheard from the hallway, “they’re precisely calibrated. Someone with medical knowledge did this deliberately.”
Dad found me in the hospital cafeteria, staring at a full tray of food I couldn’t bring myself to eat. He sat across from me, looking older than I’d ever seen him.
“Every family member in that room,” he said slowly, “enabled either the original abuse or your revenge.”
“Ellanar took the stolen lunch money. Catherine never questioned why you were so thin. I worked 70 hours a week and believed whatever Linda told me.”
Chapter 32: The Final Choice
He paused, choosing his words carefully. “And now, you’ve become her.” “I became what she made me,” I corrected.
His voice was firm. “You became what you chose to become. Just like she chose to hurt a child, you chose to hurt a sick woman.”
The legal consultations that followed revealed what I already knew: no criminal charges would stick. I’d operated within medical guidelines and documented everything properly.
Linda’s childhood abuse had passed the statute of limitations decades ago. We were both untouchable, and both destroyed.
Dad made his decision that night. He would divorce Linda and cut contact with me.
“I can’t choose between the wife who abused my daughter and the daughter who became an abuser,” he said. “So I choose neither.”
Ellaner followed suit, banning both Linda and me from contact with Emma. “I won’t let my daughter grow up in this poison,” she said simply.
Chapter 33: The Nursing Home
Linda was too weak to live alone and legally barred from my care after the family’s complaints to the medical board. She was placed in a nursing home.
I was banned from the premises but found ways to send care packages through unwitting volunteers. There were sugar-free candies that weren’t quite what they seemed and protein bars with carefully modified labels.
Catherine discovered my scheme within weeks and had me formally restricted from any contact. But the damage was done.
Linda knew I was still out there, still watching, and still finding ways to control her food. I returned to my nutrition practice, my reputation intact despite the family drama.
My colleagues saw me as a dedicated professional who tried to help a difficult family member. My expertise in treating eating disorders grew, informed by intimate knowledge of both sides of starvation.
The irony wasn’t lost on me. I saved other victims using skills honed through becoming a perpetrator.
Each successful patient was both redemption and reminder of what I’d become. Five years passed.
Chapter 34: Cycles and Scars
Dad remarried a widow with a teenage daughter. Through mutual acquaintances, I learned the girl was naturally thin, a picky eater.
I watched from afar as the patterns threatened to repeat. As dad’s new wife fretted over portions and calories, I thought about warning them, thought about intervening.
But I did nothing because Linda had taught me well. Some cycles can’t be broken, only perpetuated; some dances, once learned, can never be forgotten.
Linda still lives in the nursing home, her body sustained by carefully measured meals she has no control over. I still practice nutrition, teaching others about the healing power of food while carrying the weight of weaponizing it.
We created perfect justice and perfect injustice simultaneously. She finally understands the hell she created, feeling every moment of helplessness she once inflicted.
I saved future victims using knowledge gained from becoming what I despised most. Neither of us can escape what we’ve made of each other.
The student and teacher are forever locked in our dance of mutual destruction, each bearing the scars we carved into the other’s soul. The meals continue, the counting never stops.
Somewhere in a house I’ll never enter, a thin teenage girl pushes food around her plate. Her stepmother watches with calculating eyes.
