My Teacher Called Me A Failure Until The Janitor Said Something That Made Her Blush.
Vindication and Reform
Tuesday afternoon, Joyce called me to her office again. This time her expression was less serious, almost satisfied.
She said the administration had decided to require all AP science teachers to participate in professional development about differentiated assessment methods and multiple solution pathways. She didn’t explicitly say this resulted from my complaint, but the implication was obvious.
The school recognized that rigid adherence to one methodology wasn’t appropriate for advanced students. She also mentioned that the peer observation of Mrs. Duran’s class had revealed some concerns about her grading consistency that went beyond just my situation.
Other students had similar complaints about correct work being marked wrong due to methodology differences. The professional development would address how to create rubrics that specified required elements versus stylistic preferences and how to assess understanding rather than just compliance.
Joyce said the training would happen over winter break so it wouldn’t disrupt current classes. I felt a strange mix of vindication and guilt.
I’d wanted fairness for myself, but I hadn’t necessarily intended to get Mrs. Duran in trouble with administration. At the same time, if other students were experiencing the same issues, maybe this needed to happen.
Wednesday evening, my phone buzzed with an email from Vikram. The subject line said “Term sheet draft,” and I opened it immediately.
The document was surprisingly straightforward for legal paperwork: $15,000 at 5% interest. The loan would convert to equity at a 20% discount if I raised a Series A funding round within two years.
There was a valuation cap that protected me from excessive dilution if the company ended up being worth way more than expected. I read through it twice, then called my parents into my room.
We sat together at my desk going through each section. My dad asked questions about what would happen if I couldn’t pay back the loan.
Vikram had included a clause saying if I didn’t raise a Series A, I could just pay back the $15,000 plus interest over three years. My mom wanted to understand the equity conversion mechanics.
I explained that basically if I raised serious investor money later, Vikram would get to convert his loan into ownership shares at a discount, rewarding him for taking the early risk. We discussed it for an hour, my parents clearly overwhelmed by the business terminology but trying their best to understand.
By the end, they agreed the terms seemed fair given my current situation. Taking on $15,000 in debt was serious, but solving the compliance problem and having operating capital was worth it.
I signed the documents that night using an electronic signature tool Vikram had sent. Seeing my name on official investment paperwork felt surreal; this wasn’t just a side project anymore.
Security Clearance and Grade Changes
Thursday morning, I woke up to an email from Foster McPherson. The subject line made my heart race: “Security audit results and network access approval.”
I opened it immediately. The security audit had passed with only minor recommendations, all of which I’d already addressed.
The district’s legal counsel had reviewed the updated privacy policy and consent flow; they were approving continued school network access for my app. The relief was so intense I actually felt dizzy.
I’d been genuinely worried about losing a huge chunk of my user base and the credibility hit that would come with being blocked from schools. I immediately logged into my app’s admin panel and updated the status page.
I wrote a message thanking users for their patience during the compliance review and explaining the new privacy protections we’d implemented. Then I texted Tiana, asking if she could help me draft a more detailed explanation for users.
She came over after school, and we worked together on the message. She suggested framing it as a positive upgrade rather than just compliance requirements.
We emphasized how the security improvements made everyone’s data safer, how the parental consent process gave families more control, and how the external audit verified that the app met professional standards. We posted the update Thursday evening and immediately got positive responses from users who appreciated the transparency.
Friday afternoon, Joyce called me to her office one more time. I walked in nervous about what new issue had come up, but her expression was different this time—almost pleased.
She said my grade remediation had been approved based on my demonstration assessments and annotated test work. My chemistry grade would be changed from F to C+ with the possibility of raising it to B- if I maintained strong performance on upcoming assignments.
It wasn’t the A I probably deserved originally, but it was passing, and it reflected actual understanding rather than methodology compliance. Joyce explained that the grade change would be processed through the system over the weekend and would appear on my transcript by Monday.
She also mentioned that Mrs. Duran’s formal complaint had been dismissed after reviewing all the documentation and witness statements. The inquiry had found that my behavior was appropriate and that Mr. Castillo’s intervention was justified.
I felt a complex mix of relief, satisfaction, and residual frustration—relief that my grade was fixed, and satisfaction that the system had ultimately worked, even though it took way too much effort. But also frustration that I’d had to fight so hard for basic fairness.
Walking out of Joyce’s office, I felt exhausted but also proud. I’d stood up for myself through proper channels, and it had actually worked.
The Restorative Meeting
The following Monday, Joyce called me to her office for what she described as a restorative meeting with Mrs. Duran and Mr. Castillo. I walked in to find them already sitting at the small conference table.
Mrs. Duran was staring at her hands while Mr. Castillo gave me an encouraging nod. Joyce started by explaining we were here to discuss what happened and find a path forward, not to assign blame or punish anyone.
The atmosphere felt thick and uncomfortable, like nobody wanted to be there. Joyce asked me to share how the situation had affected me.
I explained how being called out in front of the whole class made me feel stupid and unwelcome in advanced science. I told them how getting failed repeatedly on correct work made me doubt my abilities even though I knew the material.
I shared how the public suggestions to drop down to regular classes or shop made other students think I was failing because I couldn’t handle AP-level work. Mr. Castillo spoke next about how he’d watched me working in the lab and recognized genuine understanding that wasn’t being acknowledged.
He talked about how punitive approaches push talented students away from STEM fields entirely, especially when they learn differently than the standard path. Mrs. Duran sat quietly through most of this, occasionally defending her intentions by saying she was trying to prepare students for college rigor and AP exam expectations.
But she didn’t really defend her execution or the way she’d treated me specifically. During a pause in the conversation, Mrs. Duran started talking about the pressure she faced from administration regarding AP exam pass rates.
She mentioned dealing with multiple cheating scandals in previous years where students had shared answers or used unauthorized resources, which made her overly strict about showing work to prove individual understanding. She admitted she’d started seeing any different approach as a potential shortcut rather than genuine problem solving.
Her voice got quieter as she explained how her frustration with past students who actually did cheat had affected how she treated me, even though I wasn’t cheating. The explanation didn’t make what she did okay, but it helped me understand she wasn’t just being cruel for no reason.
She was dealing with her own professional stress and responding badly to it. Joyce guided the conversation toward solutions, asking what would help us move forward productively.
We spent another 30 minutes working through specifics until we reached an agreement. Mrs. Duran would accept multiple solution methods in her class as long as students could explain their reasoning clearly, and she’d work with the other AP science teachers to develop clearer rubrics.
I agreed to show my work more completely going forward and to talk to her directly if I felt grading was unfair before taking it to administration. It wasn’t perfect, and the relationship still felt strained, but it seemed like real progress towards something functional.
