She Fell to Her Death in the Snow After Her Mate’s Rejection – A Enigmatic Black Wolf Curled Protectively Around Her

A Choice of Family

Clara let out a breath she didn’t know she’d been holding.

“Papa,” Molly’s voice was small and scared.

“Is Aunt Harriet going away?”

Nate rubbed his face with both hands. He looked exhausted, defeated.

“Yes, sweetheart, I think she is.”

“Because of Miss Clara?”

The question hung in the air. Clara felt every eye in the room turn to her.

“No, Molly,” Nate said quietly.

“Because of me. Because I made a choice about what kind of family we’re going to be.”

He looked at Clara then, and something in his expression made her heart stumble.

“And I don’t regret it.”

After the girls were in bed, Clara found Nate on the porch. The night was clear and cold, the stars scattered across the sky like spilled sugar.

Their breath made clouds in the frigid air.

“You didn’t have to do that,” Clara said.

“Yes, I did.”

“She’s the girls’ aunt. Their mother’s sister. She has a right.”

“She has a right to visit, to love them, to be part of their lives,” Nate’s voice was hard.

“She doesn’t have a right to tear apart what I’ve spent 3 years trying to build.”

Clara leaned against the porch rail. The cold bit through her shawl, but she didn’t move.

“Ruth wrote her. That’s what started this. I know she’s scared, Nate. She’s scared that everyone she cares about will leave.”

“I know that too.”

He was quiet for a moment.

“Did she tell you about Margaret’s letter?”

Clara went very still.

“You know about that?”

“Ruth’s not as good at hiding things as she thinks. I found it in her drawer when I was putting away laundry last month.”

He laughed, but there was no humor in it.

“My wife writes to my daughter and I find out by accident. What did it say? That she’s getting better? That she might come back? That she’s sorry?”

Nate’s voice cracked on the last word.

“3 years of silence, and that’s what she sends.”

“I’m sorry.”

Clara didn’t know what to say, so she just stood beside him, close enough that their shoulders almost touched.

“Do you want her to come back?” she asked finally.

Nate was quiet for a long time—long enough that Clara thought he might not answer.

“I used to,” he said.

“For the first year, I prayed for it every night. I’d wake up and check the porch, thinking maybe she’d come home while I was sleeping. I’d hear a wagon on the road and my heart would stop, hoping it was her.”

He turned to look at Clara. His eyes were bright with unshed tears.

“But now? I don’t know. I don’t know if I can forgive her. I don’t know if I want to.”

He swallowed hard.

“Is that terrible? Does that make me a bad person?”

“It makes you human.”

“I thought I loved her,” Nate continued, his voice barely above a whisper.

“But maybe I just loved the idea of her. The dream of a perfect family in a perfect house on a perfect piece of land.”

He laughed again, that same hollow sound.

“Turns out reality is a lot messier.”

Clara thought about her own lost dreams. The family she’d never had, the children she’d never borne, the love she’d stopped hoping for somewhere around her 30th birthday.

“Reality is always messier,” she said.

“But sometimes messy is good. Sometimes messy is real.”

Nate turned to face her fully in the starlight. His face was all angles and shadows.

“Clara Jean Holloway,” he said slowly.

“Who are you?”

“I’m nobody special. Just a woman who walked 17 miles through a blizzard.”

“That’s not nothing. It was survival, nothing more.”

He reached out and touched her face. His hand was rough, calloused, warm against her cold cheek.

“I don’t believe that,” he said.

“And I don’t think you do either.”

Clara’s heart was pounding. She should step back, should remember her place, should remember that she was the help—nothing more.

But she didn’t move.

“Nate…”

The front door opened and they sprang apart. Ruth stood in the doorway, her face pale in the moonlight.

“Papa, there’s a rider coming up the road.”

The Sheriff’s News

Nate was off the porch before Clara could blink, his hand already reaching for the rifle he kept by the door. Clara followed, her heart racing for entirely different reasons now.

The rider emerged from the darkness. A single figure on a dark horse, moving fast despite the treacherous snow.

“Who’s there?” Nate called out, rifle raised.

The rider pulled up short, hands raised in surrender.

“Easy, Dawson. It’s me, Sheriff Coleman.”

Nate lowered the rifle but didn’t relax.

“It’s past midnight, Tom. What’s wrong?”

Sheriff Coleman dismounted slowly, his face grim in the moonlight.

“Got some news you need to hear. About your wife.”

Clara’s blood went cold. She looked at Nate, at Ruth who had come to stand beside her, at the sheriff whose expression held something close to pity.

“What about her?”

Nate’s voice was steady, but Clara could see his hands shaking. Sheriff Coleman took off his hat, held it against his chest.

“I’m sorry, Nate. There’s no easy way to say this.”

He took a breath.

“Margaret’s dead. Drowned in the bay 3 weeks ago. Letter from the San Francisco sheriff just came today.”

The world stopped. Clara watched Nate’s face go blank.

Watched Ruth crumple like a puppet whose strings had been cut. Watched the sheriff shuffle his feet in the snow, uncomfortable with the grief he’d delivered.

“I’m sorry,” Sheriff Coleman said again.

“I truly am.”

Nate nodded once, mechanically.

“Thank you for telling me.”

“If there’s anything I can do…”

“We’ll manage.”

The sheriff mounted his horse and disappeared back into the darkness, leaving them alone with the news. Ruth was on her knees in the snow, sobbing.

Nate stood frozen, staring at nothing. Clara did the only thing she could.

She knelt beside Ruth and wrapped her arms around the shaking girl. She held her while she cried, while Nate stood like a statue, while the stars wheeled overhead and the wind howled its cold song.

After a long time—minutes or hours, Clara couldn’t tell—Nate finally moved. He walked over to where Clara held his daughter and he knelt beside them both.

“She’s gone,” Ruth whispered.

“She’s really gone.”

“I know, baby.” Nate’s voice was rough.

“I know.”

“I wanted to hate her. It was easier when I could hate her.”

“I know.”

Ruth looked up at her father, tears streaming down her face.

“What do we do now?”

Nate met Clara’s eyes over his daughter’s head. In his gaze, she saw something broken, something lost, but also something else—something like hope.

“We go inside,” he said quietly.

“We wake your sisters, and we face this together.”

Together, the three of them walked back into the house.

Facing the Morning

The house felt different after that night. Not quieter; if anything, the girls made more noise than before, filling the silence with forced laughter and busy hands.

But underneath it all, something had shifted. A weight had settled into the walls, into the floorboards, into the spaces between heartbeats.

Clara woke before dawn the morning after the sheriff’s visit. She hadn’t slept much; none of them had.

She’d heard Nate pacing in his room past midnight. Heard Ruth crying through the wall.

Heard Molly calling out from a nightmare that no one could soothe. She dressed in the dark and made her way downstairs.

The kitchen was cold. The fire had died sometime in the night and frost clung to the inside of the windows.

Clara’s breath made clouds as she worked—stoking the coals, adding kindling, coaxing the flames back to life. By the time the sun crept over the mountains, she had coffee brewing and biscuits in the oven.

Nate appeared first. He looked like he’d aged 10 years overnight.

Dark circles under his eyes, his beard unkempt, his shirt buttoned wrong.

“You didn’t have to do this,” he said.

“I know.”

He sat at the table, wrapping his hands around the coffee cup she placed in front of him. Steam rose between them like a curtain.

“The girls?” He started then stopped, swallowed.

“How do I tell them? How do I explain that their mother is never coming home?”

Clara sat across from him.

“You tell them the truth. That she loved them, that she was sick in a way that couldn’t be fixed, and that none of it—none of it—was their fault.”

“Was it mine?”

The question hung in the air, raw and bleeding.

“Nate…”

“I’ve asked myself that every day for 3 years. What I could have done different. How I could have made her stay.”

His voice cracked.

“And now I’ll never know.”

Clara reached across the table and covered his hand with hers.

“Some questions don’t have answers. Some pain doesn’t have a reason. You can spend your whole life looking for someone to blame, or you can spend it building something better.”

He looked at her hand on his, looked at her face.

“You sound like you’ve had practice.”

“I’ve had a lifetime of it.”

Footsteps on the stairs interrupted them. Clara pulled her hand back as Ruth appeared in the doorway, her eyes red-rimmed but dry.

“The girls are awake,” Ruth said.

“They’re asking questions.”

Nate stood slowly, like a man carrying an impossible weight.

“I’ll talk to them.”

“Papa.” Ruth’s voice stopped him.

“Let me help, please.”

Something passed between father and daughter—an understanding, a shared grief, a bridge being built across three years of silence.

“All right,” Nate said quietly.

The Hard Truths

Together they gathered the girls in the parlor. Molly sat on Clara’s lap, though Clara hadn’t invited her there; the child had simply climbed up and nestled against her chest like a small animal seeking warmth.

Grace sat rigid on the settee, her face carefully blank. Sarah curled into the corner of the couch, knees drawn to her chest.

Naomi had her sketchbook open, her pencil moving in nervous patterns across the page. Ruth stood beside her father, shoulder to shoulder.

Nate cleared his throat, then cleared it again.

“I have something to tell you,” he said,

“about your mother.”

Grace’s mask slipped for just a moment.

“She’s coming back?”

The hope in her voice was a knife to Clara’s heart.

“No, sweetheart.” Nate’s voice was gentle but firm.

“She’s not coming back. She… she passed away 3 weeks ago in San Francisco.”

Silence. Then Molly’s small voice.

“What does passed away mean?”

Clara’s arms tightened around the child.

“It means she died, honey. She’s gone to heaven, like Grandma.”

“Yes, like Grandma.”

Molly was quiet for a moment, processing.

“Then will she be an angel? Grandma’s an angel; she told me so in a dream.”

“I’m sure she will be,” Clara whispered.

“The prettiest angel.”

Grace hadn’t moved, hadn’t blinked.

“How did she die?”

Nate hesitated. Ruth stepped forward.

“There was an accident,” Ruth said,

“in the water. It was quick. She didn’t suffer.”

It was a lie, or at least a version of the truth softened for young ears. Clara didn’t know the details, didn’t want to know.

What mattered was how these girls would carry this moment for the rest of their lives. Sarah finally spoke, her voice sharp as broken glass.

“She left us 3 years ago. She walked out and never looked back. Why should we care that she’s dead?”

“Sarah—” Nate started.

“No!” Sarah was on her feet now, fists clenched.

“She didn’t care about us! She didn’t write, didn’t visit, didn’t send so much as a birthday card! And now we’re supposed to cry for her? We’re supposed to be sad?”

“You’re allowed to feel whatever you feel,” Clara said quietly.

“Anger, sadness, relief—all of it. None of it makes you a bad person.”

Sarah turned on her.

“What do you know about it? She wasn’t your mother!”

“No. But I know what it’s like to lose someone who is supposed to love you. And I know that anger is easier than grief.”

Clara met Sarah’s blazing eyes.

“But easier isn’t better. And it won’t make the hurt go away.”

Sarah’s face crumpled. For a moment, she looked like she might scream, might throw something, might run.

Instead, she collapsed. Clara was there before Sarah hit the ground, catching her, holding her, absorbing the sobs that tore from the girl’s throat like something wounded trying to escape.

“I hate her!” Sarah cried.

“I hate her so much!”

“I know, baby. I know.”

“Why did she leave? Why didn’t she love us enough to stay?”

Clara rocked her gently, the way she’d rocked a hundred children who weren’t her own.

“She was sick, Sarah. In her mind, in her heart. She wasn’t strong enough to fight it.”

“But we needed her!”

“You did. And I’m so sorry she couldn’t be what you needed.”

Clara pulled back, cupping Sarah’s face in her hands.

“But that’s not your fault. It was never your fault.”

Sarah’s tears kept falling, but something in her eyes shifted—a crack in the armor, a tiny space where healing might eventually begin.

Healing in the House

The rest of the morning was a blur of tears and questions and long silences. Naomi didn’t speak at all, just drew page after page of the same image—a woman standing at a window, her face turned away.

Clara didn’t comment, just made sure Naomi’s pencil stayed sharp and her paper supply stayed full. Grace retreated into caretaking—making tea no one drank, straightening cushions no one sat on, organizing things that didn’t need organizing.

Clara recognized the behavior; it was the same thing she’d done for 12 years in the Harrington house, keeping busy to keep from breaking. Ruth surprised everyone.

She sat with each of her sisters one by one. Held Molly’s hand while explaining heaven in terms a seven-year-old could understand.

Listened to Sarah rage and didn’t try to fix it. Drew beside Naomi in comfortable silence.

Helped Grace straighten the parlor, both of them finding peace in the shared routine. When Clara passed by the hallway, she caught Ruth watching her.

The girl’s expression was unreadable, but when their eyes met, Ruth nodded once. “Thank you,” that nod said.

Clara nodded back. By afternoon, Nate had disappeared into the barn.

Clara found him there hours later, repairing a harness that didn’t need repairing, his hands moving mechanically while his eyes stared at nothing.

“You should eat something,” she said.

“Not hungry.”

“The girls need you.”

“The girls have you.” He didn’t look up.

“They’ve got more of a mother in you than Margaret ever was.”

Clara flinched.

“That’s not fair.”

“Maybe not, but it’s true.”

His hands finally stilled.

“She was beautiful, Clara. God, she was beautiful. Like something out of a painting. I thought if I loved her enough, if I gave her enough, she’d be happy here. With me. With them.”

“Some people can’t be happy no matter how much love you give them.”

“Is that supposed to make me feel better?”

“It’s supposed to make you stop blaming yourself.”

Nate finally looked at her. His eyes were red, his face drawn.

“I can’t do this alone,” he said.

“Raise them, keep this ranch running, hold everything together when it feels like it’s all falling apart.”

“You’re not alone.”

“Aren’t I? Harriet’s gone, Margaret’s dead. My parents passed years ago, my brother’s in California and hasn’t written in 2 years.”

He laughed, but there was no humor in it.

“I’m a man with five daughters and a failing ranch in the middle of nowhere. If you left tomorrow…”

“I’m not leaving.”

The words came out before Clara could stop them, before she could think about what they meant, what they promised. Nate stared at her.

“You don’t owe us anything. I know this isn’t your responsibility.”

“I know that too.”

“Then why stay? Why tie yourself to this mess?”

Clara took a breath, let it out slowly.

“Because for the first time in my life, I feel like I belong somewhere. Because those girls need someone who won’t run. Because…”

She stopped, suddenly aware of how close they were standing, how the barn felt very small and very warm despite the cold outside.

“Because?” Nate prompted.

Clara’s heart was pounding. This was dangerous territory, this was the kind of moment that changed everything.

“Because I want to,” she said simply.

“Is that enough?”

Nate was quiet for a long moment. Then he reached out and took her hand—not romantically, not dramatically, just a simple human connection.

“It’s more than enough,” he said.

They stood that way for a minute that stretched into eternity. Then Clara gently pulled away.

“The girls will want supper. And you need to shave before you start looking like a mountain man.”

Nate’s laugh was surprised, almost genuine.

“Yes, ma’am.”