When did you realize your best friend was a psycho?
The Verdict and Consequences
I focused on facts, not emotions: the dates I’d discovered contamination, the medical fraud, and the systematic campaign to make me appear mentally ill.
I showed the fake medical records, the forged prescriptions, and the social media posts that had destroyed my reputation. I kept my voice steady, even when describing waking up to find her in my bed.
The judge asked if I wanted to press for maximum charges. Assault with a chemical agent could mean serious prison time.
I looked at Dia—really looked at her for the first time in months. She was 23 years old, raised in a cult that taught her love meant shared suffering, and she genuinely believed she was saving my soul by marking my skin.
Treatment Instead of Prison
I requested treatment instead of prison—intensive psychiatric care at a facility specializing in cult deprogramming. The judge agreed, adding mandatory distance requirements and monitoring.
Dia would get help, but she would also face consequences. The restraining order was comprehensive: a 500-foot minimum distance, no contact through third parties, no social media interaction, and monitoring of her treatment compliance.
Violation would mean immediate imprisonment. The order would last five years, renewable if necessary.
As the judge read the verdict, Dia’s family began praying in unison, their voices rising in an old dialect I didn’t recognize. They were escorted out, but not before Dia’s grandmother pointed at me and made a marking gesture in the air: three circles, a line, and three circles—a curse or a blessing, I’d never know.
A Split Community
Outside the courthouse, the community split like a wound. The book club women helped Dia to a van that would take her to the treatment facility.
My supporters celebrated quietly, understanding this victory came with losses. The farmers market vendor hugged me while crying, mourning the little girls we’d been.
My parents approached hesitantly. My mother touched my face, checking my skin like she had when I was young. She didn’t apologize for doubting me, but her eyes said everything.
My father simply nodded, the engineer in him finally understanding the evidence had been real all along. Marcus waited by his car.
Casualties of War
We’d broken up during the trial preparation, the stress too much for a relationship already strained by doubt. He offered a small smile and a wave before driving away—another casualty of Dia’s war.
The pharmacy technician who’d lost her job was there, too. I’d started a fund to help her family, and several of my supporters had contributed.
It wouldn’t replace her career, but it would keep her family afloat while she found new work. She didn’t blame me anymore, understanding we’d both been caught in Dia’s delusion.
Kesha drove me back to her house in silence. The legal victory felt hollow. I’d won the right to live without contamination, but the cost was a friendship that had defined half my life.
One Last Contamination
The girl who’d held my hand through every childhood fear was gone, replaced by someone I had to protect myself from. That night I found one last contamination Dia had left inside my jewelry box.
It was a locket I’d never seen before. Inside were two photos: one of her skin during a flare-up and one of mine from when she’d photographed me sleeping on the back.
Engraved in tiny letters were the words,
“Until our skin sings again.”
I had it tested. The metal was infused with her prescription medication, designed to leak slowly through skin contact. Even facing legal consequences, she’d planted one final attempt at transformation.
I turned it over to the police as evidence of a restraining order violation. The next months were quiet.
Rebuilding Trust
I moved to a new apartment with multiple security measures. I returned to work, rebuilding my professional reputation one project at a time.
The skin checks became less frequent, though I still examined new products carefully. Trust, once broken by someone you loved, healed slowly.
Six months later, I was called to testify at another trial. Dia’s grandmother and several family members faced charges for their “healing collective” that had traumatized dozens of children over decades.
I saw photographs of other victims: children forced into skin rituals and taught that love meant shared suffering. Dia wasn’t there, still in treatment, but her progress reports were read aloud.
A Lifetime of Indoctrination
She was beginning to understand that her family’s traditions were abuse, not love. The deprogramming was working, but experts said it would take years to undo a lifetime of indoctrination.
I testified about what I’d witnessed—the contamination campaign that had nearly destroyed my life. Other victims shared similar stories: friends and partners targeted for forced transformation, and lives disrupted by someone’s delusional love.
We were a strange support group, bonded by the bizarre nature of our trauma. The collective was disbanded, its leaders sentenced to various terms.
The building where they’d held rituals was investigated, revealing decades of medical equipment used for contamination ceremonies. There were jars of preserved skin carefully labeled with names and dates, and charts tracking bloodlines and potential “skin bonds”—evidence of a generational delusion that had hurt so many.
Mourning and Forgiveness
I kept working with my therapist, processing the grief of losing Dia twice: once to her delusion and again to the necessary legal separation.
The friend I’d loved was gone, but understanding her indoctrination helped me forgive the woman she’d become. Forgiveness didn’t mean reconciliation.
Some relationships couldn’t be saved, only mourned. My family slowly rebuilt around the crater Dia had left.
My sister started bringing her children around again, and my parents stopped walking on eggshells. The extended relatives who’d chosen sides during the trial found ways to reconnect.
Salvation and Sorrow
We didn’t talk about Dia, but her absence was always present. I returned to the farmers market one Saturday, buying vegetables from the vendor who’d known us since childhood.
She squeezed my hand, her eyes wet with memories. The community had healed in its own way, learning to hold space for both grief and relief.
The restraining order paperwork lived in my filing cabinet, a reminder that love could become dangerous when twisted by delusion. I’d won my freedom, but the victory came with permanent scars—not on my skin, but deeper where only I could feel them.
My skin remained my own, unmarked by her condition and unmatched to her suffering. We would never be the bonded pair her family’s tradition demanded.
That separation, fought for in court and maintained by law, was both my salvation and my sorrow. The war for my skin was over.
I’d won, but winning and healing were different battles entirely. Thank you for reading this thoughtful and unusual story with me.
